Hi, I'm a wannabe cuckold from watching so much porn, only interracial cuckolding gets me off. I have got my GF into the interracial thing and she has confided in me that she has fucked a black guy in her past which gets me so hot thinking a BBC has been where I eat her and stick my little dick into. I have purchased some big black dildos for her, one 8" and one WIDE 12". She didn't think she could take all of the 8" when she 1st saw it and now takes it like a champ! I can take the whole thing out of her and stick it back in balls deep with no trouble at all for her, she loves it and cums multiple times always! The 12" she can only get a few inches inside her being it's so wide. But she's trying! 
Now I've told her about the small penis humiliation that I enjoy and she has seam to taken a liking to that also, that being said, we are both incredibly enjoying our sex life that we have together. I have told her how much I want her to be ravaged by a black man with his big black cock in her as I watch and she tells me how much she loves me. The fantasy of this gets us both off so much!
When we 1st discussed the idea of actually doing this she said it would have to be with someone she/we knows. After I explained to her how feelings occur with sex, it would have to be a stranger while we are away somewhere so, there would be no contact after, just hot sex, and she was understanding of this. Now we are getting to talking about this more and more and when I say something like "I never watched you get fucked" her responce is "Yet!".
Now as much as the fantasy of this is sooooo hot. I don't know how I would feel after it and that is concerning to me? Do we really cross that line? What are the real feelings? How do you cope with them? What if she likes it too much to stop if it's not think it would be? So many feelings and questions. I would love to watch her (I think?!?) but do not want to lose the relationship we have. By the way, she's a tiny petite 54 year old, I'm a slightly overweight 53 year old if it matters.
And and all input and questions welcome!! Thanks!
Now I've told her about the small penis humiliation that I enjoy and she has seam to taken a liking to that also, that being said, we are both incredibly enjoying our sex life that we have together. I have told her how much I want her to be ravaged by a black man with his big black cock in her as I watch and she tells me how much she loves me. The fantasy of this gets us both off so much!
When we 1st discussed the idea of actually doing this she said it would have to be with someone she/we knows. After I explained to her how feelings occur with sex, it would have to be a stranger while we are away somewhere so, there would be no contact after, just hot sex, and she was understanding of this. Now we are getting to talking about this more and more and when I say something like "I never watched you get fucked" her responce is "Yet!".
Now as much as the fantasy of this is sooooo hot. I don't know how I would feel after it and that is concerning to me? Do we really cross that line? What are the real feelings? How do you cope with them? What if she likes it too much to stop if it's not think it would be? So many feelings and questions. I would love to watch her (I think?!?) but do not want to lose the relationship we have. By the way, she's a tiny petite 54 year old, I'm a slightly overweight 53 year old if it matters.
And and all input and questions welcome!! Thanks!
